The last few days have gone by, as if hurried by. There were ever so slight peaks into understanding human nature, the ways of the world, my darling sister left for Mumbai, my boss took credit for my groundwork without even flapping an eyelid, my boyfriend left for his hometown for the exams he is to sit for, one of my girlfriends is proverbially in the wrong place at the wrong time and my mind has been in a zone of subtle restlessness.

So I dug deep into the recesses of my mind, in an attempt to recollect a particularly hard time when taking a decision seemed all but impossible. I did find something to give me solace- the I-Ching.

What it is? How it works? Is not mine to answer. Infact I do not wish to divulge more into this -

So as a consequence of much activity I have been unable to achieve much in terms of my preparation. I dont wish to worry, so I will push myself not to.

the question therefore in this stage is what can I do to sustain my perparations? Especially when I feel things slipping towards the worst?

I have a faint answer in doing my Job properly. I have been stuck with a video editing software for the last 2 days, but this is frustrating me. What gets to me even more is one such colleagues tall claim of knowing all the ropes of editing and her absolute inability to help me out on this. Really??/

So many ineffectual people working ineffectually for longest periods of time! And we wonder why the work is not good enough.

Note: Very recently one of my directors wrote an email to me which began like this "You inspired me to play with the design... much more interesting than what I was doing :)

I tried to combine your two designs," I was happy that I was able to do that!