I usually listen to music when I am at work, because it blocks the outside noise for me.
However, after listening to this particular song I was overcome with a feeling of doom, utter and complete, out of which there is no exit. I became breathless and to my mind crossed the following thought- while its correct that our life we have choices to make it great or just ruin it and never get our things together, what if there was actually no choice and it was all destined? And what if my destiny was as dark as I just felt?
Now a single piece of music could do that to me, I doubt, there are perhaps many sub-conscious factors...but this song was a trigger.
The funny bit is that the picturization and the wordings of the song are really contrary to the feeling it evoked in me-its a romantic song:
So I tried to think what about this piece could do that to me- I feel its the music, I mean just take the words out for a second, the beautiful scenery and all and what if you heard it in a place where you were all alone, there is a quietness to the song and the beats which seem waiting to culminate to place from where there is no return.
I was positively disturbed!
However, after listening to this particular song I was overcome with a feeling of doom, utter and complete, out of which there is no exit. I became breathless and to my mind crossed the following thought- while its correct that our life we have choices to make it great or just ruin it and never get our things together, what if there was actually no choice and it was all destined? And what if my destiny was as dark as I just felt?
Now a single piece of music could do that to me, I doubt, there are perhaps many sub-conscious factors...but this song was a trigger.
The funny bit is that the picturization and the wordings of the song are really contrary to the feeling it evoked in me-its a romantic song:
So I tried to think what about this piece could do that to me- I feel its the music, I mean just take the words out for a second, the beautiful scenery and all and what if you heard it in a place where you were all alone, there is a quietness to the song and the beats which seem waiting to culminate to place from where there is no return.
I was positively disturbed!
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